The Perverted Freud

Tuesday, 15 July 2008, 14:01 | Category : Uncategorized
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[WARNING] MAJOR RANT AHEAD!

I am so frustrated. Seriously. Two bad days in a row! Two very crappy draining days in a row.

Day 1.

I oversleep but insist that I look good for school. So, I make the effort of wearing something nice. I go to school to have my professor gasp at me not starting the research writing process for one of my classes. Then, he gives us something to make thirty five word notes on for five marks. Seriously?

I spent the rest of my school day worry about projects, midterms, and papers. Then, I spent the day after the school day to do what? Worry about my three best friends who are all going through some kind of shite. Add to all that worrying, three hours of barfing a McDonald’s meal while crying because I’m scared shitless of throwing up, working on a paper until past midnight, and arguing with my mother on which social obligations I should attend this week.

Day 2.

I set my alarm for 4.30am, so I can study for my Earth & Universe midterm which is in Arabic. Because I’m absolutely drained, I silence the alarm while I’m asleep. Hmm.. Let’s see what that insignificant event does to the rest of the day. Because I shut off the alarm, I couldn’t reset it to wake up for my morning class. I wake up at 7.40am. I fall off my bed from the end that is opposite of the pillows. My class is at 8am. I grab clothes from off the floor and put them on. I rush out of the house. I forgot to print the paper I stayed up working on. Fun, isn’t it?

I get to class at 8.30am. Professor asks me for the title of my topic. I didn’t choose a topic, Sir. He gasps again and tells me to give him “a definite title tomorrow without fail.” Then, he reminds me that outlines are due on Thursday. And the paper is due on the 27th. Deep breath.

I leave the class to study for the midterm, but I can’t concentrate because of all the stuff I have to do. I go to class, present an oral progress report on a project, leave early, print my paper at the jam3eya, and head to Khaldeya to take my midterm. I submit my paper and get an exam paper in return. I look it over… SEVENTY FREAKIN’ QUESTION TO DO IN LESS THAN AN HOUR. Mu sij! Oh, and the professor kept reminding me not to write in English. I didn’t do well at all. I wrote half of the answers in English. Example of question and answer:

Q: Ma heya elnjoum elsayara?

A: They move.

Anyways, done with the exam, absolutely pissed. I get the midterm result for my favorite class ever. I know I could’ve aced it, but I didn’t because I was having a bad day that day. And now, here I am. Afraid to eat in case I puke, working on choosing a topic and starting an outline, worrying about a response I have to submit before Thursday, and thinking of how much of a bitch I’ve been for not being able to be there fully for my friends.

And to top it all off, I think I’ve added one of the worst feelings ever to my list of worst feelings. Here it is:

It’s when you really want something for someone you love, but they can’t seem to have it, and you can’t do anything about it. Basically, it’s being helpless knowing that if only you could do something, you wouldn’t think about it twice even if it cost you the world. But at the end of the day, there’s nothing that you can do..

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  1. 1Purgatory

    Use the time you are at university to become bilingual.

  2. 2Amethyst

    ThePurg
    I don’t have that time;\

  3. 3haj

    Oh my …

    I feel sorry for you!!!

  4. 4Noufa

    now i’m stressed out! and worried about my researches!

    AHHHHHH hate you

    lol la kidding :P

  5. 5do0da

    well hey atleast these 2 bad days are over and now ur 2 days closer to that vacation u need =]

  6. 6Harlow

    im sorry *hugs*

  7. 7..::Amu::..

    I am sorry to hear that…enshallah better days to come!!!

  8. 8FourMe

    we’re in the same boat deary :/

    best of luck with the exams and chaotic state that you’re in..

  9. 9eshda3wa

    well atleast u took the time to look nice

    ba3dain i hope u have a to do list!
    will make things much easier!

  10. 10Aurous

    I know the feeling.. :S
    hope your bad days are over :)

  11. 11Amethyst

    Haj
    Don’t.

    Noufa
    Lol, aren’t we all?

    Do0da
    Hello, Mr. Sunshine;p

    Harlow
    Don’t be.

    *Hug*

    Amu
    Inshallah:)

    FourMe
    Thanks;*

    Eshda3wa
    Hehe, yeah;p

    I do!

    Aurous
    I hope so, too!

  12. 12Princess

    wow! those really are bad days! im afraif of throwing up too and i know this will sound AWFUL but im glad someone else cries too when they throw up *shame*

  13. 13likeairillrise

    That’s a bad day… and that is the worst feeling ever… :(

    I hope it gets better. It will get better… :)

  14. 14Purgatory

    Yes you do, or you will be one of those chicken littles running around kuwait

  15. 15Âme

    Spend half an hour breathing while you sit straight squatted on floor.

    It helps big time during such phase.

    ~ Soul

  16. 16Ruby Woo

    I’m a master at puking

  17. 17Amethyst

    Princess
    And the saga continues..

    Oh! You do, too?! That’s a relief..

    iRise
    Yeah;\

    I’m sure it will:)

    ThePurg
    I know enough Kuwaiti to be able to pull it off in society, but I don’t do well at studying in Arabic since I don’t read and write very well;\

    Âme
    I already meditate:)

    Ruby Woo
    Whoa, no thanks;\

  18. 18Purgatory

    Learn, you have 3 years, so learn.

  19. 19Amethyst

    ThePurg
    Three years? What makes you think I have three years?

    I have one left..

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