Impromptu Life

Thursday, 22 May 2008, 14:33 | Category : Uncategorized
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[UPDATE] Since many liked the idea, I tag The Archer for an “I am” post;)
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A puts me through this every once in a while. This is the most recent. And I love how A is a mystery on this blog;)

I am. I am the little girl who broke her arm in second grade because her cousin lent her roller skates that were too big for her. I am the lady who observes passers by in wonder because they have a life just like and just not like hers. I am the person with a purple internal self. I am the girl who asked her mom if everyone in the world will feel pain. I am the little girl who refuses to cry in front of people, and when she does, she denies it with tears rolling down her cheeks. I am the woman who isn’t afraid to cry when she’s alone. I am the little girl who stares through people she can’t understand. I am the girl whose hand is shaky when she’s upset. I am the friend who won’t let her friend take antidepressants. I am the woman who doesn’t want to go back to being emotionally safe. I am the control freak who needs anxiety pills. I am the girl who learned to bottle things up and not spill them. I am the woman who misplaced her heart somewhere down the road. I am the girl who smiles through her fears and disappointments. I am the little girl who cried for her dad when she had a nightmare as a teenager. I am the lady who blinks back pity when the person she’s talking to looks into her eyes. I am the friend who pushes her issues aside to play therapist. I am the person typing this without doubt.


A, okay? Anything else?

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  1. 1haj

    I think this is my favorite post on your whole blog!!

    You amaze me … I can’t say anything else but that.

    Amd I love how you love Justin Nozuka, i think your the only person that admires his music as much as me.

    I love you;*

  2. 2Amethyst

    Haj
    Seriously?!

    ;$

    I love you for introducing my life to his music;p

    I love you more;*

  3. 3The Simper

    nice music.. first time i hear about him. i guess i am old :P

    and lovely words :) it is the weekend.. just relax and enjoy it :) do nothing .. i is enuff :D

  4. 4manutdfanatic

    I feel the love.

    You are a good person.

    *hug*

  5. 5manutdfanatic

    I’ve been lovey-dovey marshmallowy all day. Hugs left and right; emotions running high. Heheh.

  6. 6The Archer

    Wow.. there’s sooo much love in here.

    Great post. Your talent only progresses with time. Love it. :D

    And you’re the girl who brights up every room she enters. You’re the girl who warms up our hearts with her kind words. You’re the girl whose beauty outshines Athena’s. You’re Amethyst. :)

  7. 7The Archer

    Oops..

    You’re the girl whose wisdom outshines Athena’s and whose beauty exceeds Aphrodite’s. You’re Amethyst.

  8. 8eshda3wa

    i love this post!

    i might copy u wasawe wa7ed!

  9. 9Big Pearls

    I think this post will be around blogs..u’ll start a trend;)

  10. 10Moniker

    i love how every post on your blog makes me (and i’m sure others!) feel like we are getting to know you very personally :D

    oh, and i like archer’s comment :p

    how come you don’t like being emotionally safe?

  11. 11Amethyst

    The Simper
    Hehe, he’s new:)

    I can’t sit and do nothing. Not my thing;p

    Manutdfanatic
    Hehe:)

    Thank you;*

    *Hug*

    Better than being and evil witch;p

    The Archer
    Optimism for a change:)

    If it had feelings, it would love you back;)

    And don’t say things like that!;$

    *HUG*

    Eshda3wa
    Hehe, 7abetech el3afya..

    7alalech;D

    Big Pearls
    Yay! Let’s hope it brings out the good in people:)

    Moniker
    Like it says in my profile, Poshlust is the revelation of moi. No censorship;)

    I do, too.

    Because when you’re emotionally safe, and then you experience being emotionally unstable, it’s confusing. So, I’d rather be emotionally unsafe throughout. It won’t hurt as much. Makes sense?

  12. 12Vixen

    seems like one heck of a lady : )

  13. 13Amethyst

    Vixen
    Thanks;$

  14. 14Fastidious Babe

    And i am fascinated by who you are, that last part about shrugging off ur problems and hearing out ur friends instead is something i am too familiar with.. it can be therapeutic though.. which is good..

    again.. good stuff x

  15. 15Amethyst

    Fastidious Babe
    Thank you:)

    It is therapeutic more often than not;)

  16. 16nyxxie

    awhh wallah 7abbeitech mn elpost :)

  17. 17Amethyst

    Nyxxie
    7abetech el3afya;*

  18. 18Soul

    Good going..

    How about the other side ?

    ~ Soul

  19. 19Soul

    Think harder ..

    ~ Soul

  20. 20Amethyst

    Soul
    The “I am not” side?

  21. 21Soul

    No.. its the IAM side.. but from another version which is more unbiased..

    ~ Soul

  22. 22Amethyst

    Soul
    Well, the assignment was to write an “I am” to remind myself of the good person within me. That’s what I came up with.

  23. 23Soul

    My apologies..

    I was ignorant about.. the reminding of good person part…

    ~ Soul

  24. 24Amethyst

    Soul
    No problem:)

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